lately

As is the case for most people, 2020 has been on hell of a ride. This year has been absolutely bananas for me, for so many reasons. I realize I haven't written anything since the anniversary of Chelsea's death back in April, and it's honestly because life has been an absolute shit show. So I…

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another surgery

So I had another back surgery the other day. It was the WORST one that I have ever had, and that's compared to two spinal fusions, three laminectomies, and two discectomies. I had a spinal cord stimulator implanted. Back in December I had the trial done, and it was so awful. In addition to being…

invisible pain

i've considered writing about this several times but because I, personally, am not constantly and relentlessly affected by it as much as in the past, i had not. Yesterday I was talking with a very sweet girl i know that also suffers from constant chronic pain and we were discussing how it can absolutely disrupt…