Anniversaries · Breast Cancer · Cancer · grief · Life After Loss

One Year

Unbelievable that you’ve been gone for a whole year. Today is the one year anniversary of the worst day of my entire life. Chels, There are five million things I have missed about you of the last year. Life still doesn’t make sense without you. It never will. I’ll love you and miss you… Continue reading One Year

anger and grief · Breast Cancer · broken · Cancer · coping · dark and twisty · death · Death and Dying · depression · grief · heartbreak · Life After Loss

grief is hard.

Sometimes I feel genuinely angry that I have experienced such profound loss at such a young age. It isn't fair, I tell myself. There is no God, I decide.  I don't believe that I am stuck in the anger stage of grief. I think anger is just where I have landed permanently. I often think… Continue reading grief is hard.

Birthdays In Heaven · Breast Cancer · Cancer · death · Death and Dying · funerals · grief · healing · Illness · Life After Loss · love

2019 | the worst year of my life

It has been a long, long time since I have written anything. The last several months have been ROUGH. This has probably been the worst year of my life if I'm being honest. I was lucky enough to have two life long best friends. As you know, I lost T in 2012. Losing him made… Continue reading 2019 | the worst year of my life

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an angel and a hero; my two best friends.

So if you happen to be a reader of mine, I'm certain you are aware that in 2012, one of my very best friends who was more like my brother than my friend, left us and went to heaven. While I love and miss him dearly, this post is not about him. You see, I… Continue reading an angel and a hero; my two best friends.