Christmas doesn’t feel like Christmas

I have to be up in a little over three hours. Christmas morning starts between 6 and 7 for a 3 year old. Tonight I wrapped gifts and I had dinner with my family. I facetimed someone that makes me ridiculously happy. But I also fought with someone I used to think I cared a…

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Dusty

if love were enough;  if love could have saved you, you would have lived forever My sweetest boy, it broke my heart to say goodbye to you. I knew the time would eventually come, but I don't think I ever would have been ready. For 16 years, you were the always the constant in my…

lately

As is the case for most people, 2020 has been on hell of a ride. This year has been absolutely bananas for me, for so many reasons. I realize I haven't written anything since the anniversary of Chelsea's death back in April, and it's honestly because life has been an absolute shit show. So I…

for liam

we were so little when we met. i had no idea at the time that you would have such an impact on my life, or that you would become such an important person to me later in life. i wish i had known time was limited. i wish i had known then that every breath…