I feel like I’m drowning. The slowest drowning ever. I’m alone. I’m terrified, and I’m heartbroken. This is unknown territory. I have been with the other half of my heart for literally my entire adult life. And just like that I’m alone. Sometimes I feel numb, sometimes it physically hurts. I’ve never been here before. Loving someone that doesn’t care. It’s hard because until now, for 10 years, he did care. We have always been a team. We face the world together. And now I’m alone.